Had a good day.. Managed to get a few important things done this morning and now chilling out watching movies and talking to my baby..
Last night he tried to convince me that he will have me eating rabbit in a year hahaha it will never happen but bless him for trying huh lol.. Have started preperations to go to America.. got my passport application form a few days ago and made a few enquiries today.. kinda scared about it u know... Ive always been afraid of flying but the thought of being with Tony outweighs any fear I have about planes.. I know its the right thing to do cus ive never wanted anything so badly and im gonna go with my instinct.. My children are fully behind me which is great but doesnt stop me being worried about leaving them.. They are adults and all have their own lives but we never stop being a parent.. right?.. Im so looking forward to a new start in life that I kinda feel selfish to be taking something for myself.. My mother would kick my ass if she read that.. shes always telling me to stop putting everyone before myself.. BUT.. I still worry nonetheless.. The minute I got everything in place here im gonna go.. He worries about me giving up my country and keeps telling me its not as pretty there as here lol..And yes, where I live is beautiful.. But tbh I wouldnt care where we lived as long as we could be together.. You dont need fancy shit to be happy.. actually u dont need much at all.. I wish hed realise that it doesnt matter to me if he put on weight or if his eyes look like they been in a fight when he gets tired or even that he doesnt live in a fancy big house.. none of it matters except his heart.. and ive seen that.. and its perfect to me...HE'S perfect to me and theres not a soul alive that can convince me any different, I will always remain faithful to him.. he has my heart..now and always :)